I pine for a woman I can not have :(
It's just the most pathetic thing you have ever heard, I dated a girl back in highschool, for about 6 months exactly, I then had to move and broke it off. I really belive she was the perfect girl for me, smart, funny, drop dead gorgeous, and cynical to no end, she was perfect with out a doubt. When we were dating it got pretty serious, we never slept together though.
So I went out with a girl yesterday, and it was the saddest thing, I just coulden't stop thinking about Rebecca. (Person I went out with was a little un-balanced)
Maybe I am just pineing for this one person I have built up in my mind as the "End all, be all" of dating because im so damn lonely. I seriously havent had a good date, much less goten laid, in 2 years. I saw a girl briefly but broke it off when I found out she was a physcopath.
Blah, the worst part is I have no way of contacting Rebecca, I can't call her up and find out if she was the one or if I was just a horney highschooler.
Maybe I just need a prostitue :(